It’s come to a point where I need to let this blog go.
It’s been a long time coming really. I started this as a way to help me lose weight and I discovered a whole side of tumblr that I didn’t know existed. The weight lose community can be a strong one but there is also the side that is very unhealthy; I wish it wasn’t like that and I wish there wasn’t girls who want to be a part of it.
It was a horrid time of my life when I did things I’m really not proud of. The amount of times I tried to do things “the healthy way” which wasn’t particularly healthy at all and I chastised myself continuously and I hated myself. I was fueled by the things I saw on here and I reblogged things that in turn could make someone feel as shitty as I did and I don’t want to damage myself or anyone else anymore.
Things aren’t all dandy and I will always have issues with the way I look but I don’t want that to be the focus of my life anymore. I have a wonderful boyfriend who doesn’t deserve the girlfriend I was becoming; I’ve got a relatively promising job meaning I’m able to save to move out next year; I have friends who I want to be able to see without feeling fat and ugly in comparison to.
We only get one life and I don’t want to throw mine away worrying about my waistline.
Thank you for everyone who I’ve spoken to over the past couple of years. I really hope that all of you find yourselves and that you get past this and grow into the beautiful human beings I know that all of you are.
If anyone wants to follow my other blog it’s:
Stay strong my lovelies <3
I’m selling these beautiful shoes on eBay if anyone is interested! UK size 5.
I’ve heard a variation of the words “it’s better to feel pain than nothing at all” in a multitude of different songs recently; I’m wondering if the world is trying to tell me something.
I’m selling these awesome booties on eBay! Unfortunately they are a size too big :[
Size 6 and starting bid only £7.99 ^_^
Well I managed to get past my chocolate craving! I ate a few cubes of melon and made myself a cup of green tea and here we are! I’ve been doing well this week and I can’t afford to ruin it.