Relapse.

It’s come to a point where I need to let this blog go.

It’s been a long time coming really. I started this as a way to help me lose weight and I discovered a whole side of tumblr that I didn’t know existed. The weight lose community can be a strong one but there is also the side that is very unhealthy; I wish it wasn’t like that and I wish there wasn’t girls who want to be a part of it.

It was a horrid time of my life when I did things I’m really not proud of. The amount of times I tried to do things “the healthy way” which wasn’t particularly healthy at all and I chastised myself continuously and I hated myself. I was fueled by the things I saw on here and I reblogged things that in turn could make someone feel as shitty as I did and I don’t want to damage myself or anyone else anymore.

Things aren’t all dandy and I will always have issues with the way I look but I don’t want that to be the focus of my life anymore. I have a wonderful boyfriend who doesn’t deserve the girlfriend I was becoming; I’ve got a relatively promising job meaning I’m able to save to move out next year; I have friends who I want to be able to see without feeling fat and ugly in comparison to.

We only get one life and I don’t want to throw mine away worrying about my waistline.

Thank you for everyone who I’ve spoken to over the past couple of years. I really hope that all of you find yourselves and that you get past this and grow into the beautiful human beings I know that all of you are.

If anyone wants to follow my other blog it’s:

www.stephaniegoesboom.tumblr.com

Stay strong my lovelies <3

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I’m selling these awesome booties on eBay! Unfortunately they are a size too big :[

Size 6 and starting bid only £7.99 ^_^

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